Denied a chance at growth this self hate said
Denied a chance at redemption would I rather be dead
These words are powerful yet negative to a tee
Not quite sure what they mean to me
To get smacked in the face smacked the soul right out of my mind
If I could see the whole world I'd rather be blind
I don't wanna talk about it the conversation has died
Since the day I've been around the truth is a lie
As hurt as I am I will never ever reveal
The thoughts and the words that I'll always feel
That's why I'm determined to stay the course
To use that determination as an energy source
Denial of the hurt denial of the last laugh
Denial that I wiped my hands clean in a bath
Denying this all I will keep my name
Denying the fact that I'll never be the same
