Question Existing

We all have questions in life don't we? Sometimes we can't find the answers to them, so we continue to ask, as life goes along we'll figure it out... but it always exists.

It's hard to explain what's passing by
When it's the who what when or why
These answers to questions that trump my mind
I wonder right now what is on the line
Wishing to the heavens it can be like before
I don't want to make this subject too sore
Belief in what's true is lost on me
I'm not sure if I'm truly ready to see
The end of the story that started so magic
That's ending in a way that's incredibly tragic
In this life it's said that we're born alone
Understanding the things that can't condone
What I put in isn't what I'm getting out
Not really getting what this life's about
At the end of the day need a cure to this cancer
Maybe it'll be this question that I get an answer


Living the dream right?

Stand Up

Greetings friends and other readers, I've been gone for awhile... a little sabbatical of sorts... but I have returned with some new perspective and some new stuff of course...stay tuned...





Legit to a science we pronounce the truth

So real to our conscience no need for proof

That we need to distinguish our time and place

No longer a divide between state and race

These issues are poison a kind so deadly

Not such a quick murder but one so steadily

I've seen the promise of something so great

Yet burned to rubble by visions of hate

It's not just about country it's more about global

Let's swallow our pride and learn to be noble

Can the strength of us all try to fight this menace

Change the landscape now for a positive presence

Not about America its about everyone

To understand that this fight has just begun

We must stand to protect what we hold so dearly

Until we stand up for that we'll never see clearly





This also applies to me, life is a dream and we truly never realize that, I'm hoping I do someday....

Brand New

I'm flawed like the hero I'm learning to be
Whatever this world really wants from me
I can't be who I am without bending the rules
Whether it's doing things differently kick it new school
I don't want the old guard I wanna be new age
Be fresh like the book you opened to a new page
I've got some experience some tough some good
I haven't really responded like I thought I would
It doesn't mean I can't do it just gotta be a trend setter
The goal the dream is always to get better
I'm not a psychic I can't read between the lines
All in my heart I just wanna go for mine
I'm not sure how I'll get there but damn i will get there
Just as sure as I can count all my little gray hairs
Lets make it brand new like the sun in the sky
For me its a day there's no reason to cry

Confident speak to a lady...

It's not expected to respect an obvious love
It'll take the peace of two like two doves
Am I interested maybe but no more drama
Don't worry not planning to run to momma
My heart is not here to go through more tension
It's here to expand this to a brand new dimension
Concentrate on us what we got the potential is there
I say that as I run my fingers through your hair
In living you learn to love the life you live
In time I've learned I've got to forgive
It isn't hard to see that you and I match
Baby girl you know you're nothing but a catch
Infact I'm thinking you roll this way
I've got a couple of things I'd like to say
Like lets get together and make this work
Like the great ones u beam me up like Capt. Kirk
Not joking true story at the end of these words
I want you to appreciate the con and subtext of these verbs
In so many words lets be who we'll be
When it comes down to it its just you and me

Leaving

You told me to be the person that changed it all
Didn't feel that way when you forgot to call
You told me lies more than I thought I could take
If its so real then why does it feel so fake
I didn't come here to argue I'm getting my clothes
The situation hurts me more than it shows
I just wanna go get my bearings find common ground
Right now I'm feeling I can't have you around
When they said love hurts they sure weren't lying
Well to be quite honest it wasn't for a lack of trying
Maybe we should both think of what went wrong
Or maybe we shouldnt've been together all along
I'm just thinking just pondering taking the space
Trying to remove the frown from my face
I just wanna leave damn let me go
Will I come back I can't say that I know

Great Expectations

Ever hear a story about the human race
Going out to every person and every face
There once was a girl who expected the best
From her boyfriend and said she expected nothing less
Two days later he cheated on her
Those great expectations not so great yes sir
What about the man who wanted a raise
He expected some fruits from those labor days
Two hours later he was fired
Great expectations didn't take him higher
What do I expect from this world not sure quite yet
Taking it day by day is the best bet
We should expect the best from ourselves and others
But maybe a little more in our sisters and brothers
Cause despite our rise society is still flawed
The cold nature in some people hasn't thawed
So you continue to do the best that you can
To be the best woman to be the best man
One last story I wanted to tell
About the man who was poised to yell
Because he needed to find a better way
To say the words he needed to say
She hushed him before he could say a word
She calmed him before this that or the third
And said the words I love you very much
With that he was healed by her touch
This man didn't have many expectations
He didn't succeed in many situations
But he had this woman who saved his life
This woman would turn out to be his wife
What I expect can't say I'm to sure
But I try to expect what's best and what's pure
The moral of the story you ask me
Is expected the unexpected and more be free

From Broken to Whole

If asked how I survived a broken heart
I'd turn and say you don't at the start
You get broken down piece by piece
You're looking for any type of peace
I've seen it all in my 23 years
I've fought it all when it comes to fears
I'm not special not super so this applies to all
Whether its summer winter spring or fall
When you lose what you think is everything
Remember what's there when you're thinking
If someone has the ability to take you down
There is no need to have them around
If someone can turn you from happy to sad
Then all in all they're no good they are that bad
I remember the days I used to blame myself
Those days put me in such bad health
Until I understood that you can get stronger
Until I realized you could last a little longer
I'm not the poster boy for tough talking
When something happens I just keep walking
I've been broken before but I've learned to survive
I've learned that you do what you must to be alive
Hopefully you and I could share in this lesson
And maybe that pain you have or had could lessen
Just call it chicken soup for the soul
Only you can turn it from broken to whole