Bill me for it

I'm no longer focused on what was said or what was done
The preclude to the end has just begun
So if you got something to say just say what you feel
Cause I could care less I'm past this whole deal
Can't tell me that I'm not there when it's the opposite of that
Can't tell me that I'm not fair when I work with the hard hat
So cause I don't do exactly what I'm told
Gives you the right to be big and bold
Look at me how you want I'm not playing the game
Believe what you feel but trust it's a damn shame
You talk about emotions well you're not talking about mine
It's me me me all the damn time
So if it's that bad just bill me for it
I'll stay the course just don't kill me for it

Struggles of Society

So can I make ends meet a minority the male sex Living in fear with this inferiority complex Like I'm supposed to understand this circle of life Always in the thick of battle full of heat and strife Can't tell my fiance I've been messing with her sister It was supposed to affect me more but I guess I never missed her Call me a dog but this dog's leash doesn't exist Say I'm full of sh*t but that's just part of the list I pay my bills but I'm still looked at like I don't belong at my job Got passed over a promotion by some dude named Bob I'm not going to blame it on him being white cause that just ain't right This is the sh*t that goes through my head at night Right next to my desk is this chick who's a hot mess Though she's ahead of me cause she's got a big chest I'm not complaining just laughing to myself Never mind the fact that I'm in failing health Doctor says I need to get my colon checked My response was dude touch me and get wrecked No more need for that abuse I got that as a child And they said as a kid the pain would be mild It's why I don't believe anymore I'm just living to die But I'm not living the status quo and just trying to get high I am who I am just a product of the system Just be careful if you didn't look you probably missed him